When They Were Little

I was just looking through some of the pictures of the boys when they were little.  They are still just babies to me, but  these were pictures of them when they were little little.  Do you ever miss this?  I miss all those wonderful baby noises, and all the firsts, and the urge to have another comes on full force.

I think that I would feel complete if we have one more child, and for some reason I feel like something is missing in our family.  It is a hard thing to describe, but it is as if, you know that there is meant to be one more child in your life.  At first, I thought I would only want a girl, but now, I could have a boy or a girl and it doesn’t make a difference to me!  My husband, just tells me, to think of it this way, when I am feeling this way..to think of all the new things that are coming up with the boys.  Men just don’t understand the desire to have children.

I can’t believe how fast the time goes.  I find myself holding on to all those little things.  Just one more, I hope!